i've finished watching beyond the realm of conscience. what does that mean anyways?? "beyond the realm of conscience"? the chinese title makes much more sense haha overall, it was a pretty good drama save for the long draggy bits where the characters keep trying to outtalk each other to stop the other from getting what he wants/get out of punishment. profound cantonese + long dialogue = me not knowing what the heck they're talking about >> fast forward... but generally, the plot was rather interesting and the sets were quite an impressive sight (when will singapore dramas reach the standard of tvb dramas??).
i especially liked tavia's role as kam ling. everytime she does something evil i'm like woah... 犀利! she gets what she wants by doing something horrible while managing to maintain her innocent, vulnerable facade. damn, she's evil AND smart. but alas, audience viewership is still of paramount importance so the ending was an age-old cliché where the good folks come out on top and get happy endings while the bad get the worse end of the stick. i know kam ling's evil to the core but i still felt so sad for her at the end. losing everything she had, including her mind. i mean, she had her reasons for doing the things she did. i felt for her when she said that she too was once a good person but what good did that do? she ended up getting her mouth smacked, her lips almost sewn together... she only did what she did so that she could survive. is that wrong? okay well, obviously the way she went round doing it was wrong but her reasons for turning from good to evil are understandable.
so tavia won 2 awards at the tvb anniversary awards recently. congrats! :) quite happy for her... a lot of people were saying that she didn't deserve them, that her character wasn't evil enough. uh hello, she killed 3 people, and caused 1 to be killed so that's 4 lives she took away. isn't murder the most evil thing a human being can commit? and here she's done it 4 times and that's not evil enough for you. what does that say about yourself?
as for charmaine, sad to say i didn't particularly like her character sam ho. i'm not being pessimistic but seriously, such a good, pure, perfect person does not exist. her character is completely unrealistic okay. everyone is flawed, no one is perfect. but her acting chops saved her. omg her crying is 犀利 haha everytime i see her cry, i feel like crying too! even though the scene is not particularly sad. yep, i still enjoy watching her on the small screen very much :)